Saturday, July 17, 2021

Nothing Stays The Same But Change

 

I often think about people who say "I haven't changed I am the same as always." My silent thought is "well then you must be dead or stagnant for life produces change . " With that said more change here at Walnetto Farm in July. 

If you saw my last published post with the backhoe visit you know that I had some ground work done. Part of my reasoning was to take a prepared action for one of my mostly aging herd of LaMancha dairy goats passing. I now confess I knew that time was coming on us faster with each passing day. 

On Monday last Walnetto Farm 2 Cute 2 Be Bad or as I called her KC when she returned to me from the 4H'er who had both bought and named her as a kid took her leave from the farm.  She was ten  years old but she had taken a turn last Fall for the worst. And nothing I could toss out to her was going to change the outcome of her  journey.  I have a few photos of her but they are a filed way back in Google land and I haven't got my skills up to speed yet on the Chromebook to find them. She was a large correct pure white doe with a lovely udder. She had a even disposition and was never pushy or mean to her herd mates.


 

Some of you may remember Tubby Tabby shown above with her partner in barn cat antics Snowy River. Both Tubs and Snowy were stray kittens brought in at the SPCA where I worked as a vet tech during cat/kitten season. They found a home with me and made the move from the Golden Westside of Fresno county to Mendocino county , Shasta county where Snowy passed on and Tabs made the trip to the new homestead in Mariposa county marking her fourth barn to run in her 16 years. Tabs was a herpes kitten as so many street kittens are and with age her episodes became more intense and more frequent. The last intense heat event we had last weekend came on a collision course with her most trying event. She took her leave on Monday also and has earned a place in front of her favorite tree where she always laid out her lines of tolerance to any new recruits that were added to the barn patrol since we moved to the cabin. Let me add Tabs always ran a tight ship and brooked no nonsense from any of the new crew but seemed to have a soft spot for the Dude. 

 

 
                                       

The barn is now in the capable paws of Mama Cat and Essi her daughter and Dude's sister . They are joined during the day by the Dude and our newest recruit Miss. Kitty . All of my cats over the last 20 years have all been stray turn ins either to the shelter or to a rescue . I find it interesting that I have caught all of the current barn patrol resting on Tab's grave by her tree at one point or the other in the last week. And when I gave Sherman and Yarrow and opportunity to see her before she was laid on a bed of Pyr hair and straw her favorite mattress that lined her red cow mineral container that doubled as a bed for her when empty. Yarrow kept sniffing her and Sherman went manly on me with a quick sniff , a quizzical look in my eyes and walked away. 

For the most part I entertain the livestock and working dogs and cats as valued employees. But like employees tend to do they become family. They deserve respect and gratitude for the services they provide us and the companionship they give us. Some leave larger paw or hoof prints in out hearts but they are always shown kindness , gratitude and are part of the family. They will be missed.

11 comments:

Leigh said...

It is always heartbreaking to lose them. And when they need help passing into peace, it's an agonizing decision making process. I'm guessing you felt that sense of relief for their sake, but it still leaves a bit hole in your heart, doesn't it?

Mama Pea said...

What a wonderful animal mama you are. All of those who have lived and loved with you were and are blessed. I have a feeling you think you've gotten as much from them as they've gotten from you. And I guess that's the way it really should be.

Goatldi said...

Some times Delaware some times Texas but always there. There is always a moment of awesome stewardship to me when I get to the final decision. Be it by breeding and birth or selection you are here because I made it so. That is an amazing weight of responsibility. Thank you.

Goatldi said...

Thank you Mama Pea. I only hope I can live up to the expectations of those animals that share my life with me and my friends. You are very kind.

linnellnickerson@gmail.com said...

How wonderfully put. They are wonderful little beings. You gave them dignity and love. They do become part of us. xo

Goatldi said...

Thank you Linnell

You are very kind. 💜

Nancy In Boise said...

So sorry for your loss. Our companions really do stay with us in our hearts

Goatldi said...

Thanks Nancy. Indeed they do.

wyomingheart said...

They live in our hearts forever, and somehow I am certain they know this. Sorry for your empty family space, but praying for better days for you.

Goatldi said...

Aww thanks Wyoming Heart! It will be a heck of a reunion won’t it?

wyomingheart said...

Without a doubt!